Celina, I am so sorry to read my date and time twin is going through a rough time! Thats no good at all! I am hoping like all of the ladies have said it will all be worth it. You are sacrificing for a reason, to have the wedding/honeymoon you dreamed of. Please try to stay focused on that. If you are feeling bummed maybe look at pics of your resort or other things you already have to remind you of your goal. You could even put those pics up around the house too!