Although you're going through some turbulent times, know that we are here for you, to support and to help you through it all. I would agree and suggest that you hire a TA to handle all of the hotel issues. That alone will relieve so much stress and they also have the expertise, experience and possible existing professional relationships. In your stress reduced state, you will be able to focus your attention on where you want to go with your career and determine if you want to make a change or not! Look at losing your job as a "fresh start!" Hang in there...everything will work out for you!