I am so unbelievabley sorry to hear this. I couldnt imagine the thought of losing a parent. They do say time does heal, although I am sure right now its hard for you to imagine that. Please let us know if there is anything any of is can od for you on here, big or little we are all here. I am so sorry for your loss. I am sure your father would have wanted you to have a beautiful amazing wedding, so if anything find strength through that.