Dear BDW,
You are awsome. I am learning something new about you everyday. This thread is awsome. While reading through it, I have laughed and cried. It feels so good to be able to share your problems and not be judged.
Dear Family, Why in the world are you putting everything on me. Just because all of your lives are fucked up doesn't mean i have to pick up the slack. I am so tired of you. I just want Eric and I to create a household and life for our children that they can look back and be proud of the parents they have.
Dear Mom,
You are over 50. You don't have Nana and Papa to rescue you all the time. Go get a fucking job and grow up. It's time for you to step up to the plate. You are supposed to be the matriarch, not me. Get yourself together so you can take care of your nephew. Stop making me feel so guilty for you not taking care of your responsibilities
Dear cousin,
I feel so sorry for you. Your life sucks right now. You don't have a mother, father or it feels like anyone else. I hope you realize that you can get through this. Just set a goal and conquer it. I have your back. Your destination in life is in your hands. Don't plan a hard, long trip. I love you so much.
Dear me,
Let it go. Let it go and let God. That sounds so corny when people say it but that's what you need to do. Just let it go. Stop stressing! Get it together. Decided what you are going to do and do it. Get a better relationship with God. With him all is possible. How in the world do you think you can succeed without him. Stop stressing. Your family's responsibilities are not all on you. Stop taking everything so personal.
You and your daughter need to get on a diet. Your whole family needs to eat healthier. Get it together.