Natasha that is so scary that she said that to you. I don't blame you for freaking out. But it could just be a fluke and you really shouldn't let what she said get to you or else you'll spend the rest of your days on this earth worrying. Your a public speaker, what would you tell someone else in your shoes? That's awesome that you do a lot of public speaking. When I was 13 I spoke on former NY governor George Pataki's Domestic Violence Task Force. It's crazy looking back, that at such a young age you can speak out on important issues.
I also have my doubts about being a parent. I go through phases. I love children and I would hope that I would at the very least be a decent mom, but I also worry about how much my life would change. Up until your post I have never told anyone that b/c everyone I know wants kids and if I say things like that I am scared people will judge me and think I am an awful, selfish person. It's good to know I am not the only person who feels this way.