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i felt this way too when my mom passed. it was a good year before i felt that i wasn't in a "daze". a good 2 years before i could think of my mom and not tear up. it's been 6 years now, and when i think of her, i smile with good meemories. i still have moments when i'm sad thinking about what i'll miss without her by my side. and i use to hate it when people say the pain will past. there was a part of me that felt that if the pain past, then it meant that i was forgetting her. it was so odd to me that the world went on without her, and it has. i felt isolated as well. and the hard part was to let people in, and it meant that i had to cry out to them. most people just don't know what to do... so they do nothing. it's really ackward. some people can deal with it, others can't. i know it sucks right now, and it feels like your heart will never heal. but time does help. you are not alone, and i wish you the best. my aunt told me because i took good care of my mom when she was dying, that i would be looked after for the rest of my life. that i would never be alone and my mom would always watch after me. i know its corny, but it's true. hope this helps.

seriously, when are they gonna learn. we went through a whole s*** load of stuff at cedars when it happened there. that was national news. ughhh hopefully now all hospitals will review P&P so it doesn't happen again. really, like 3 major newsworthy incidents in less then 5 years?

ok, i have 6 if you still need them

i have some left over... i'll check tonight

yay!!! welcome back!! i'm so happy everything went well! to DT brides!!

wow, i loved your song to the slideshow

Quote: Originally Posted by ethrondson I think that is a great idea. I have had a crazy insane weekend in the ER and then I was working on the floor tonight and had another interesting and busy shift. One lady got out of bed and walked up to the nursing desk leaving behind her IV pole and all, and her catheter with the balloon still inflated wwith 10cc of saline. That was only a fraction of my shift!!! ouch.... seriously, i cringe each time i see happen

we should start a thread with all nurse stories.... i know sometimes i come home and i need to vent, but i hate talking about work at home. and my non RN friends don't quite understand everything. only RNs can truly understand the humor. like when pts are on the call light every 30 mins for 10/10 pain, but when you go in with the med, they're passed out, snoring.

cake looks yummy! it looks awesome without the blling

Quote: Originally Posted by nikkianddean I'm a GW grad and I am sure I have made the same mistake too. I think a lot of people commonly use that word incorrectly. My cowrorker and I just had a 10 minute convo on it.... umm.... not sure how i feel about the 10 min convo i hope my name is not anywhere on here. seriously i'm at home and i'm sweating

Quote: Originally Posted by Maura omg LMFAO hahahahahaha i LOVE your reason LOL... sorry, i teach college level writing, so it's the professor in me making sure you meant what you wrote yeah..... i had that drop in the stomach/ face all red/ everbody staring at me/ am i wearing clothes moment i often felt throughout college. btw i'm a usc grad..... go trojans?

Quote: Originally Posted by Maura ummm... you DO know what "infamous" means - right? just wanted to make sure you meant to use that word... in·fa·mous –adjective 1. having an extremely bad reputation: an infamous city. 2. deserving of or causing an evil reputation; shamefully malign; detestable: an infamous deed. gosh, i'm sooo embarassed. thanks maura!! em·bar·rass To cause to feel self-conscious or ill at ease; disconcert: Meeting adults embarrassed the shy child.

my slideshow!! shot by the the most famous and most talented SOL!! not to mention just as beautiful as in her pics.... i seriously watch these at least twice a day..... my happy place del Sol Photography Wedding Photojournalism *thanks maura!!!

wow, morgan you're such giver, you keep giving and giving.... OMG i have the same dress as you! i wore it to the japanese rest in tulum too!! we did have the same wedding!! i am not a stalker!

yay!! congrats morgan, welcome home MRS!!

welcome and happy planning! DT is an excellent choice!

Quote: Originally Posted by Seahagamy How does the rehearsal work? The night before? Is it something you go over with the WC? we had our rehersal the night before. we asked landy for it and told her the time and she accomadated. it went well

Quote: Originally Posted by DanielleNDerek those pics of the vegas weddings are great. i'm having a really bad day and they made me smile. Thanks!!! good, i hope your day gets better.... i have more if you need them!

Quote: Originally Posted by LC_Rachel I kinda get the "offensive" part- not that I'm offend. I too did a "joke" of a legal wedding and I didn't want to piss off people thinking I was ruining the sanctity of marriage. I quickly got over that though. We got married in Vegas too but at a drive thru chapel in a taxi cab. The driver was one of our witnesses. We were wasted though. LOL I wish we had dressed up. That would have been fun. The photos are too cute too. your so right- the sanctity of marriage. the couple before us, a young couple, had their wedding dress and suit on. my moh kept telling us to stop laughing and making jokes- like "wow, when did you start speaking english?" and respect the other couples there that were aboviously taking it seriously. but during the ceremony- she couldn't stop laughing, like doubled over laughing, snorting and all..... it was hilarious

Quote: Originally Posted by amesharpe Question ladies. When I booked back in back in April I could have sworn the price per extra person over 20 in the Ultimate Wedding Package was $17. Now it's $55? i remember it being 45 for silver and 55 for gold... sorry if this doesn't help

Quote: Originally Posted by Maura hahahhahahaha those are so hilarious! i dont remember ever seeing your wedding pics - your big white dress is gorgeous, did you post pics in another thread? yes, dreams tulum review kinda long thread ok ladies.... i have to admit, not too offensive, but i wanted to grab your attention with the title!

Quote: Originally Posted by monicabrandon2008 Thank you You girls are making me feel better!! monica, that's exactly the same forecast we had, the whole week too!! i think 60% is a lucky number because we had sunshine on our wedding day. good luck and remember, a wedding in rain means years of sunshine for the couple- old proverb

my DH says that i got my beautiful wedding in tulum...... and he got his in vegas- to make it legal... our trashy vegas wedding debute what else would we do on a monday night? btw, we were all sober.....

Quote: Originally Posted by kerryjbrown I am new and just looking at what I need to get. I loved your OOT Bags, fans, and dermolagica packets! May I ask where you go them? I love all your ideas here, look lovely. Quote: Originally Posted by nueland love everything! Where are your oot bags from?? and what size are they? Thank you for your kind words- the oot bags were from Welcome to Ailana Kai 9x7x3