I haven't seen a forum on here on this topic, so here goes. I recently have started to have bad dreams, almost every night. They're not nightmares, but they're always recurring themes: it's the day of the wedding, and NOTHING is done. No decorations have been set out, my dress isn't right, there's no hairstylist or makeup person, the bridesmaids aren't dressed or their dresses don't match, and everything has to be thrown together minutes before the wedding and it all looks like crap. I NEVER would've guessed that I'd be having bad dreams about this, I mean..I have it my ish together! Pretty much everything is planned out and at this point all I have left to do is print my programs, menu cards & table #s, buy OOT bag items, and wedding party gifts. The other thing I've been getting alot are major symptoms of anxiety: lack of sleep - only 3 to 4 hrs a night (and when i do sleep, the bad dreams happen) stomach pains, shortness of breath, heavy weight on my chest, sweaty palms, the works. The stomach pains won't even let me eat...which can kinda be a good thing to drop these last 10 lbs, lol. But seriously..this is getting crazy. I'm seriously considering going to my doctor and having her write me a prescription for xanax or something.
If I try to talk to my FI about some of the things I'm stressed about that I think are causing me anxiety, he doesn't want to talk about it and says he's stressed too and we end up fighting. I do have a MOH, but she's got her hands tied with a 2 yr old and a newborn, and she lives 1 1/2 away from me. My other bridesmaids are his sisters which I don't feel comfortable in confiding in, and 1 more girlfriend and I don't want to always call her with the same whiny complaints! My mom is no help at all - she's never planned a wedding, and I don't feel very comfortable asking his mom for advice or help either. So basically, I've planned this all single-handedly. I really can't wait for this wedding to be over : ( Anyone else feeling this way?