Gutted and just need to get it out!! (long)
Posted 25 July 2008 - 11:53 AM
The situation you are in sucks and it's not fair and you probably just want to rip sh!t apart right now. Feel angry, sad, disappointed, afraid... whatever it is you need to feel. I don't think it ever "gets better". People just learn how to live with the loss.
Lots of hugs and understanding your way.
Posted 25 July 2008 - 06:57 PM
Take care- you are in my thoughts.
Posted 25 July 2008 - 07:29 PM
keep you and your FI in my thoughts! hang in there
Posted 25 July 2008 - 10:02 PM
I am really sorry for your loss. There are never enough words to comfort the pain - i am just sorry and here to listen if you need to talk, vent, scream.
Posted 26 July 2008 - 01:57 AM
I've had no sleep mainly because FI came home last night with this AS search dog (he's on his way to a month long job) and the little bugger spent all night playing with his other old and retired VS dog lmao He kept jumping up and giving me kisses bless him.
I woke up and said to FI was that all a dream (wishful thinking) he said unfortunately not and that broke him again
God knows when the funeral will be but it'll be huge the whole corps is going to try and get there (well the ones that aren't in iraq or afghanistan) i'm so not looking forward to that and FI is shitting himself facing his mum
His mum is a wonderful loving person but is even harder than me at times (hard to believe i know lol) but this will turn her to mush and i can't fix it.
It might sound strange but even though i'm gutted he's been killed he doesn't know anything about it anymore - its his family and his mum I think 1/3rd of her died yesterday
Posted 26 July 2008 - 02:19 AM
Where is Meg? i am sure she senses something is wrong?
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