Okay, I just took the darn test even though I didnt want to. I really wanted to wait until after the wedding and honeymoon because I didnt want to be a sourpuss. I wanted to skydive or do something daring while in NZ and i just knew that if I was confirmed pregnant then I wouldnt do those things. I told FI that I wouldnt take the test. He REALLY wants a baby. And I do too but I really assumed that it would take awhile since I am getting up there in age so I kinda wasnt like ready - ready. Its a scary thing you know...pregnancy,body changing, labour, raising kids, not being able to travel to exciting places whenever you want to... Gosh I really love my life- I sound selfish huh?
ANYHOW, we decided awhile back that we would start practicing in Late May/Early June. Honey, when they say it takes only one try... IT TAKES ONLY ONE TRY. (But I really thought that was something adults told teenagers to prevent them from getting pregnant. )
So about 10 minutes before I posted the first thread, I took a home test... its positive.
But I really feel bad because 1. I have been drinking for the past 4 weeks while I have been here (UK) 2. I havent taken 1 prenatal pill (didnt even pack them) 3. I was doing the colonix thing.
You girls are the FIRST to know. I cant hold water... and I was bound to tell someone! THANKS FOR BEING THERE!
Now on to the planning of how to tell FI who is SUPER excited and says that hes gonna make me pee on a stick as soon as I get off the plane on Sunday. His birthday is Monday, the 21st and I was thinking that would be the best time to tell him. I just dont think I could play it off until the 30th.
Any suggestions? How should I lay it on him
*breathing* now that I told someone
BTW, please wish me a health kid.
I work with children all the time and I so nervous about having a child. You never know what you get. (Im so serious.)