Rollercoaster of emotions
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:02 AM
This morning, I wake up and all I can think about is the wedding. I have no clue what is going to happen and I feel like such an awful person that I'm even worrying about it right now. It's just been so tough with FI's cousin getting diagnosed with breast cancer a few months ago and now his dad with leukemia. I watched both of my brothers have very smooth engagements and weddings, but now that I'm engaged, everyone's getting sick. I'm just getting so disheartened. I couldn't wait to log on here this morning because you guys are the only ones I can say this to and I know you'll understand. I love my FFIL and I want him to have a speedy recovery with as little amount of pain as possible. I want FI, FMIL, and FSIL to get through this with minimal worry. I also want to be able to concentrate on my wedding and I can't. I guess I just see my dream St. Lucia wedding slipping away and I'm really upset. I know I'm jumping the gun here and everything could turn out fine, but I just have a bad feeling.
Thanks for listening. I hope I didn't give the impression that my wedding is more important than FFIL's health because that is so not the case. I just needed to get all that out.
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:03 AM
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:28 AM
don't make any non-refundable or 'permanent' decisions just yet and keep moving forward in your planning.
we are all here for you if yo uneed anything xoxo
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:37 AM
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:40 AM
Posted 25 June 2008 - 09:59 AM
Keep planning. It's good for everyone to have something big and special to look forward to!
Happily married since 2008
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