I am Chay, can be called as "undecided bride".
I am getting married this January 30, 2013. I am happy with my partner and I do love him so much.
The thing is, I am 3 months pregnant. Yes we are planning to marry, but then my parents took the SOONEST date of the wedding,
At times, I got excited but there are ALWAYS times for confusion. Because it's not me who decides, I come up with second thoughts.
I ask God for help, He gave me signs, still I can't make up my mind. Too confused and too distracted.
The reasons behind my confusion:
first : my fiance is not responsible enough in having or building a family.
I can even clearly see it to him. But then he is willing to do so.
second : we didn't plan this, our parents ONLY decides for what to do.
and lastly : I AM STILL NOT SURE OF MY SELF. Will I get into this life long relationship.
I may be pregnant, but is it an assurance to make a HUGE decision in life?
My parents protects for the name of my family, and I understand them.
But how will I ever have a good marriage life if in the start it wasn't about us who decides?
Can someone give me some advice?