afterbow

Hello everyone, nice to see you here. Yes I'm a newbie here. I don't know how I get there. I just can't go asleep. Most time when I fall asleep I'll be soon awake up. It all becuase I often have the same nightmare. In my dream I losed my lover and can't go back home. I'm afraid in the forest full of fog, I'm alone, nobody stands by me. I see my lover in front me, but he just goes farther when I walk to him. I begin to run but I can't grasp his hands. I lost him in the big fog and own nothing but fear of being alone in the forest. Even though that I'll be a bride next May I'm scared, will it happen in my life??